Sunday, September 26, 2010

There Is No One Alive Who Is Youer Than You!

I haven't posted in quite a while. I guess a lot has happened. I'm single and out in the dating world again and let me tell ya its fabulous! Not... Idk what the deal is but people keep setting me up with guys that def aren't my type, and the ones that could be are all my flippin height! Where have all the tall guys gone?? My first blind date was with my ex Eric, so I've given the blind dating thing like 5 tries since and they have all been great guys but not interested in them that way. Its been pretty hard letting go of Eric still, I thought I'd be over it by now its been like 3 months! It was never this hard with previous relationships. I have good days and bad days. I'm still truckin. I've definitely decided that I don't want to be in a relationship anytime soon and just want to focus on myself and school. I decided the next guy I go for I will date for a while and I have to be totally gaga over before I take that step again. I don't know what is with these girls who jump from guy to guy and don't even really like who they are with. Although I've had some pretty lame dates each one I've learned more about myself and what I'm looking for in my future man.

Oh I broke my stupid foot a few months ago I wanna say the end of July. I was double dutch jump roping with my friends and hopped in and rolled my foot and it broke the 5th metatarsal. 1st broken bone! Not gonna lie is was awful! Crutches for 3 weeks. Couldn't work for a month. I'm still in the boot at work and the gym but I can walk around without it doing other things. Its been forever. Its so annoying! 

I'm going to school at WSU this semester and love my teachers. (Funny story I was set up on a blind date before school started and turns out he is my Physiology Lab instructor now! He's the only one I've really had an interest in and we are still hanging out but are building that friend foundation first.) I'm doing well in my classes and working my butt off! My friends tell me I don't have a life outside the hospital and school haha but  I gotta do what I gotta do. I'm still working at the Hospital and really love it. My favorite units are Pediatrics, OB (with the babies), and the ER.

I applied for an LPN program down in Orem. I really want to move back to Provo if I can because I have some great friends down there and loved the social atmosphere. Its the first time i've applied to that school so I feel like its a one in a million chance i'll get in in January but keep me in your prayers! I may move back down in January anyway if I find a job with IHC and just go to slcc 2 days a week and work on the Nursing Bachelors until I get into the Orem school. Its really hard right now because I am the kind of person who makes plans and follows them.. but right now I don't have a plan and it stresses me out! My future has no set plan and I'm just going where the wind blows me.

I was thinking about moving to South Ogden and have been looking at places and praying about it of course. I got my answer last Sunday. I have just been called as Relief Society Teacher in my NSL ward! I am thrilled and so nervous. I feel like that was the answer to my prayers and I need to stay put until January comes around. I'm so excited to teach YSA Relief Society I really feel like I can be a good role model for the girls ( not trying to toot my own horn) and in the process learn more about myself and gain an even stronger testimony. I love the gospel so much!! My first lesson was supposed to be today... :( but during sacrament I got sick and had to make an emergency exit :/ brings me back to 5th grade when I was singing on stage in front of the whole school and had to run out and in the process threw up on some kid haha. He was prob traumatized. Luckily I made it to the bathroom this time!

 I just took a look at my parents blog and feel like I'm missing out on my little sister growing up... She is so talented! She just finished starring in yet another play and is a danceaholic :) I'm so proud of her and everything shes doing! We are so different in our talents and I really can't express how proud of her I am! I hope she will always turn to me with problems she faces and that she always looks to me as an example that goes for all my cute little cousins too, I always try to set a good example :) I love you all!!

(I'm gonna post hawaii pics soon and misc things.)

And that was all she wrote.